Ok, this week has been hectic and chaos. I wanna cry so bad now. Im tired. I dont know what to do. Im lost. Im dumbfounded. Im angry. I uhhh i dont know!
Well this week, we got a bunch of homeworks to do. We need to do Physics, Add Maths, Chemistry, oh yeah Chemistry. I got 18 spanks from Mr Firdaus. Well it was my fault for not completing the exercises. :( Aida cried. And the emotional Anith cried as well because she couldnt stand seeing Aida getting spanked. She cried like a child! Urm she is always like that. We used to it. But the interesting part is, all the girls cried! haha simultaneously! Yeah, maybe our friendship bond is deep? hehe. But for me, i cried because my hands hurt for getting spanked. T__T Indeed, it hurts A LOT. Then our teacher felt guilty. haha, A man is weak when he see a girl cry. Right?
Afterward, Physics! ya Allah, im getting dumb and dumb. day by day. Please help me ya Allah. It's like I was hit by a truck and having amnesia now. I dont remember anything. Now i need to revise. Please give me strength ya Allah. My August test's result are quite dissapointing. Discontented. I feel so sad. No, everyone is surpassing me. I was left. My rank is low than before.
And now, new problem. About our KP. Oh i cant handle this stress. :( Well i cried. Too many things to do. Hey when i cry, that means i really cant stand it anymore. Im not a girl who will cry just because of something simple. Im strong but well being strong for too long is not a good thing. It will break me apart.
