Exam and problems.

So final-year exam is going berserk. Wanna take revenge on me. Im here sobbing and pitying myself.  (╥_╥). BM is fine, but my English has became weaker and I guess I became stupidier than ever. I dont know what is wrong with me. I really need to buck up and do something about this. Or else my SPM will be full of regret. No i dont want that to happen. I wanna surpass my brother's result as he got straight A1's before. OMG i was very shocked upon knowing that. I really need  him to teach Add Maths and Physics. Need a good tuition from him this holiday.

So, today we had Chemistry and Add Maths papers. Yeah me for not knowing the answers for half of the questions. ｡･ﾟﾟ･(>д<)･ﾟﾟ･｡ Both papers were so hard! I dont know what i was doing just now. I pray hard not to fail any subjects or get C. I wanna A's and B's only. Well there is a program called PISA for those excellent students who score 6A's and just B's. That is not the reason for me to do well for this exam, no i dont want to go to PISA. It's tiring. Yeah it's free funded by Yayasan Pahang but well I dont think i would be able to keep up with school, tuition, homeworks and revision. I could have a mental breakdown! ヽ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ

Seriously, Im tired. I really want to resign from being prefects. It's too problematic. It's all rooting to our KP. Wait, he's not my KP. Sorry to say. You dont deserve that position. It's like living in darkest place ever after you took that position. ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ Get a life dude. Whenever i see you, I could hear whispers saying bad things about you. And about wanna punch your face. (；¬д¬) That bad intention of mine is growing bigger and controlling me. Ya Allah, help me control this.

14/10 is coming.  (/^▽^)/