Hey there, Happy New Year to all of us! 2013 is coming and of course im aware that ill be sitting for SPM. So my new year's resolution, of course im no going to write it here. Im a shy person. lol /fliphijab/
2/1/2013, the school started and that day i guess i dont have any mood to be happy. I was looking forward to see my friends but it turned out to be you-happy-but-you-are-so-awkward-with-your-classmates situation. Well i have told about a fight before the holiday. We had some misunderstand communication with each other? wait, i unpublished the post. too dangerous. lol. So we met each other that day, omg i didnt smile or even glance to them. It was too awkward. I really cant face them. After what has happened i find that i couldnt be like i used to be before. We were happy and became friends. In a split second, everything is vanished. Destroyed. So i avoid completely from having eye contact with them. I keep doing my work. I determined to be ignorant in front of them. Of course because people will never be satisfied and always look you as an annoying flea. I do want to be like the old us. But they seems like dont want to talk to me. Especially her. I love being friend with her. She moved to our school last year. I really want to cry. T_T lol emo much. I want to say hi to her, but im afraid she will think bad about me. You know like 'this girl is so annoying'. It's hard to start the conversation not even say hi.
Maybe i should start smile to them tomorrow.
Oh yeah, i love my juniors! They wear big hijab(tudung labuh). Aww~ they are so sweet! I saw about 5 or more girls who wear big hijab. omg i love them instantaneously! ok Bye, tons of homeworks is waiting.
