Atuk or Aki?

Qaisara played with my phone where suddenly it lighted up and show its wallpaper of mama and ayah.

Qaisara: Acu, shape ni?(pelat)

Me: Tu Opah(referring to my mom)

Qaisara: Ohh Opah. Ni shape? (She pointed to my dad)

Me: Ohh. Hm.. 

I was actually went into silence because I really had no idea what should I reply. Tok Ayah? Tokki? Aki? Atuk? Hmm.. Ayah, if you were alive now, I really wonder what your grandchildren will call you. I really hope to see your face smiling at them when they call you Atuk or whatnot. 

I ask mama afterwards. 

Me: Ma, Qaisara nak panggil ayah apa? Grandpa? haha

Mama: Atuk mungkin. *smile

Me: Haa Qaisara, ini atuk kakak.

Qaisara: Oh atuk.

I miss you ayah.. 

My current wallpaper