Have you ever felt that you are damn useless and just an annoyance? It's like you are giving something that people dont even care to bother about. You are practically irking and somewhat you think that you are good enough. But contrarily, you are like wasting time and having hopes which can never be defined properly nor even could possibly achieved. Yeah. Wasting time is your major problem whilst others are busy giving their best and be devoted. Allahu. Why me?
I could feel a twinge of regret inside of me. It was crawling and tearing up my heart. ya Allah, it hurts, so much pain that i couldnt bear any longer.
A lot of things happened this past few days. Stress, devastated, cursing, annoying, unrequited love. Too much to handle. God, how stupid. I dont know whether to feel regret or not, as i think this as a thing to remember but at the same time, it's so stupid for causing humiliation to myself. :( M.A.L.U. You are The All Mighty, the one who knows bad and good of me. I give this matter to you because i just can bear it alone. I need You so my heart is in peace.
