Monday, May 27, 2013

"Beauty and A Beat"


Listen to them. Oh I have this girl crush on Crissy. Why so cute?!

Malacca


I went to Malacca last Friday and i fall in love with it. Yeah i love Malacca! Magnificient view, amazing people and lots of shopping complex! Shopping complex is a part of me you can say. I love window shopping and end up feeling frustrated for being broke. Sobs. Sad life.

I went there for engagement reception of my bro and her fiancee! Yeay, new member is coming. So basically all three of my brothers were fully taken, and all left behind are 4 girls including me. hikhik. (gedik) So the reception began at night and i would say, this engagement day is the most 'gempak' one because there are so many people came and it looked like we were going to have 'akad nikah' ceremony. My bro wore baju melayu and we were wearing dresses like bridesmaids. My uncle bought me pink wedges. I dont really know why am i so fond of pink lately. Grr~ We went to Parasmewara. The restaurant serving grilled fishes and lots of seafood. It was romantic because the restaurant is just beside the sea. Oh please :3 So sweet meh. I love the food! You guys must go there!! Before that we visited Zoo Melaka. I admit this is my first time of going to zoo. I didnt really enjoy it because i couldnt touch the animals especially Kwang Soo (giraffe)

 So pictures :


Big family! The other half were outside.


p/s : This holiday was spent wastefully. /facepalm/ Ugh whyyyy

Saturday, May 18, 2013

I did bad on my mid-term examination

I told about mid-year examination, and guess who did bad on this examination?/facepalm/ Yeah me.... Sobss. It just a disaster. Totally horrible. I just messed up everything and i knew i can do nothing about it because what is done cant be undone.

Just accept it. This is so sad :(

Being a form 5 student isnt easy. Ill tell you. It's completely different with your life when you were in lower form. Upper form is a whole different story that really gives you pain. So much. It is just totally different. mountain of homework, notes that need to be copied, a bundle of past examination papers and a flicker of disappointment clumped in you. You need to take that risk for failing everything and get over it. It's not about how fast you get there, but it's regarding how do you rise again.What it takes to dispel the grief and also the action of not falling apart and giving up. NO. You cannot give up yet because it is just a beginning of your journey. There is still long way to go to achieve your dream. Obstacles, happiness, disappointment and despair are part and parcel of life. It's up to you whether to allow these to get you ruptured or vice versa.

I easily get tired nowadays. I guess my genetic chromosomes have got to do with this. lol haha. My sister is an anaemic people. So im quite scared if i suffered from anaemia because it cant be cured. Anaemia is a deficiency in the number or quality of red blood cells. resulting in pallor, shortness of breath, and lack of energy. That explains a lot why does my sister looks so pale. All she does is, eat supplement containing zinc, calcium and etc.

For now, i want to forget about my examination or the upcoming result next week. I need to accept the reality even though at its worse state. I dont mind if teachers go mad at me for performing bad and dont ace this examination. I dont really care anymore because it's my fault at first. My fault for being nonchalant and all relax. I admit it. So for now im thinking a way to get rid of my ultimate bad habit, and that is PROCRASTINATE. Procrastination is such a blissful thing to do yet gives you big impact for doing it. T_T And i cant seem to learn from the experience./Sigh/ So for now, i make a list things-to-do. Lets see whether im capable of finishing the task. -_- adios~


p/s : Happy Teacher's Day to everyone, specifically teachers at school. :) We had so much fun last Thursday, 16th May 2013. Will update about it soon.