I PASSED MY FIRST PRO EXAM!

Im back. ha ha ha okey, I am not impressed because I have left this blog unattended for quite some time. My bad.

Apparently, I am having a 2 months and half of holiday! AND OF COURSE I PASSED MY 1ST PROFESSIONAL EXAM!! Yeah, I finally did it. This is the part I want to share with you people, about how I managed to go through my first year as a dental student and what lessons I have learnt. So far this journey is just, maybe a drop of water in a glass?(teruknya analogi ko dahlia) Still there are so many challenges that I should overcome and keep struggling. I know that. I am going to feel anxious and hesitate of what will be coming, but I guess I am exhilarated the fact that I will be a dentist in a few years. Sabarrrr Dahlia sabarrrr.

I was wrong when I think this course would be easy. All those mental breakdowns and tears just give me the urge to give up this course. I know, I was weak. Sometimes, I asked myself "Is this journey will be worthy or should I just keep crying and regretting the decision that I made?" NO. I NEVER REGRET. It has never crossed my mind to regret of being a dental student. I love dentistry. I have never have this deep passion towards towards other thing, except for dentistry.

I may be stumbled, knocked down to my knees. But that is the essence of learning. Love hurts right? Same goes to dentistry. Even though it aches, but I keep making steps forward. Rather than being all weak and pessimist, I try to convince myself that I can. I will do it.

Some would say, "eleh, orang lain selamber je boleh belajar jadi doctor and dentist, kau lembik nak menangis bagai. attention seeker la tu". Look dude, I know what I am capable of. I know when I can keep this thought bottled up or just let it burst out. I know when I can struggle and just swallow all those pain and tears and act like nothing. Sometimes you should never compare your abilities with others if that makes you more demotivated. Yes, comparison is good, it will give you some spirits to challenge yourself. However, dont go ovearboard will ya?

There you go, I am just putting up these pictures here because they deserve to be acknowledged by me hahaha. All my studying and revisions which I did during this year 1 of BDS. Mind you, I love library. Library has become my fundamental spot to study. :)

What was my blog's name once again?

Now I feel so guilty because I actually forgot my blog's name!! It took me a while then I decided to sign in and 'oh this was the name' kind of monologue to myself. I havent updated anything since January and it makes me feel quite shameful. I do think I have lost the feeling of excitement to write some posts and blogging due to some reasons. Maybe I was too cope up with my life as a dental student and went on so bermalas-malasan whenever I had free time. I will update a few things but somehow, I need to get some works done. Bye see ya.

Goblin

I am currently having a break after sitting for my pre-pro examination last week. It was one of the hellish week that I had went through. Aint going to talk about. Next time.

Right now, I just want to emphasize on a new drama(not so new anymore), Goblin. A korean drama of course. I am obsessed with this drama because it was freaking good! I would rate it 4.7/5, which actually rank first in my favourite drama list!! Beating, DOTS(well I dislike the female lead, hence the reason though).

I am that type person who will watch the drama and stop in the middle due to boredom or lose of interest. Some of them maybe just 1 or 2 first episodes and then I will give up. Thus, it explains well why I rarely watch dramas.

It was otherwise for Goblin. I like the plot, the actors and actresses plus the bromance between the Grim Reaper and the Goblin! The female lead is sooooo kawaii that I actually want to squeeze her. Her face is the face of real beauty of Korean girl unlike those plastic surgery freaks. And that ahjusshi(male lead) looks handsome. I like his face now compared to during his time in Coffee Prince haha. That concludes, the older the man, the more handsome he will be right?

Among of their OSTs that I like.