Thursday, October 29, 2015

Date with Mama

I went out with mama yesterday. It started off when I randomnly said, "Ma, jom keluar pergi ECM. Or makan kula cakes ke". Mama just chuckled and smiled. I said it without any seriousness actually. Then after we had our lunch she went to her room screaming, "Tolong gosok baju mama!". So I stood there with this puzzled face, "Mama nak pergi mana?". "Eh kata nak pergi ECM, jadi ke tak nih?". I was like eeehh, you take my words for real? Ok ok hold on let me dress up! And off we went. Mama did not drive frequently as she used to after she has retired and my siblings will take turn to get her anywhere she wants to and drive the car. All of my siblings are capable of driving but mama still woulnt allow me to drive alone and she just only let me drive when my sisters are there or when I wanted to go back to CFS(jalan Gambang straight je pun dan tak busy). Sigh. But still she promised me to give Axia after my 2nd years in degree in IIUM Kuantan. Yeay! *throws confetti

The road wasnt busy and congested because people were working, I loveeeee how you can go out to town and people are working. Yeah yeah do your job people, give me freedom to go for shopping and park the car anywhere I wanted to!

So we easily parked our car. I was quite nervous actually since mama dah tak secekap dulu. Moreover, two ladies going out with manual car and one of them didnt know how to drive it while the other get panicked quickly if something bad were to happen. I just prayed hard that nothing deleterious could happen along the journey hehe sorry ma, it's not that I dont trust you but we should be careful and worried sometimes.

We wandered off and I bought new Sony earphone that was ridiculously expensive! Gosh my own money has gone just like that ... But still I regret that I chose blue one, I should have taken the red earphone or the pink one. Ahhh I still couldnt get over the red colour! This dark blue is so boyish and not elegant. It is no use to cry over spilt milk ay? Redha jela If it not because the price, I will buy two but ahh Im broke already. I also bought something for him. Hoho wait for my suprise! Tunggu nak balut je hadiah tu and then pergilah dekat tuan hang yang sebenarnya. I hope he likes it.

On our way back, we bought kula cakes mango cheesecake and we gave one to my brother. Talking about my brother, Qaisara threw a tantrum. My SIL gave me this Farm Fresh yoghurt drink and she cried because she thought that I take her belonging away. Haha aiyoo~ Kids are so adorable and weird too. How could you do this to me Qaisara T_T Do you hate your Acu sobs sobs.

So to be concluded, once in awhile you should spend your time with your family and have conversations with them. You might not know that, your time is precious to them and all they need is someone who can break the loneliness that confine them. Dont you think so?

Adele's new song is quite good for me. Too deep and too much emotions that I couldnt bear to listen too many times.

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

3 months free from university life!



Hai peeps.

Im having my 3 months sem break now. It had been 3 weeks after the exam has finished and I heard somewhere telling me that the results will be out 30th October. Ahh, let's cross fingers for that day as I have done my very best on it. Did I mention that my CGPA fell quite a point for my two previous semesters? Only God know how anxious I was and feeling hopeless during that time. But in the end, all my efforts, blood and sweat are done only for Him. I am nothing without His mercy and all I want to is to rely on Him solely.

I have some issues for now. It seems like I couldnt express my feeling through words as easy as I did before. You know the time where I used to blog about everything including my feelings, my daily routines and much more. Now, I couldnt even think of anything, It was like I lost my sense of blogging and those ideas just flew away from my mind. Haa~ My life is getting tedious and I couldnt do anything about it *pout. I really want to do something extraordinary and frolicking you know, like going off to camping, doing bungee jump, doing some charity, visiting the old folks' home and orphanage but all of my friends are busy with their studies now. Well, IIUM is not an usual university -,- They give us holiday when other universities just start their classes. Adoi, perks of being a student of IIUM right? Koff koff

I have been living a life of unhealthy one. Waking up and eat and watch the television shows and laptop and sleep some more and eat again and sleep late at night. OMG. Im going to be fat and a freaking lazy person. For God's sake, wake up Dahlia! You could have done more if you get rid of that laziness and get some work to do. Ayoyo~

So it looks like these 3 weeks are enough for me to do whatever I wanted and slacked off. I think I should start doing something beneficial. Wow I have knocked some sense into my head now, insaf bro insaf haha

First, should we start the day early in the morning and no more sleep after Subuh...? Yes I certainly  can do that! During my last sem, I seldomnly slept after Subuh, instead I went to bathroom and groom myself clean. But, it was quite different during my study weeks hahaha. After Subuh, I just flopped on my chair and start studying. Hehh, so ulat buku. Sometimes I got sleepy and if that happen, walking around the mahallah was a solution for me. Climbing up the stairs and breathing some fresh air were good enough to eradicate the sleepiness and activate your brain. Sometimes it works sometimes ah ah no((sleepy head yeah)

I told my roommate that I will do some workout during my holiday and guess what, it never ever happen, for now. I lied to her and to myself too hahaha aiyaa what should I do to this girl ha. So lazy like a sloth. Hence, I will try myself to go for jogging everyday and eliminate these 5 kg fats from my body hoyeahhh! *spirited. I learn to cook with mama and I guess it starts really well eventhough I do not master everything yet. Haa, I hate onions so much that I always shed my tears for them. You jerk T^T

Apart from that, I should read some books. Like seriously I should have done that before! *roll the eyes. I am just thinking that my English skill is too sloppy and my BM is getting weirder than ever. Rojak, sambal hitam, asam jawa semua aku bahan tahu. Im sorry to Cikgu Puzi, my BM teacher. Your student is too dumb now huk huk :S

Bye for now. I wanted to write some more but it is already 1.42 am I should sleep.