Alhamdulilah my sem break has just begun. Im feeling so asdfghjkl. Haha it's an indescribable feeling. The word 'happy' is not enough to completely convey the meaning of my feeling now. I can just smile verrrryyyyy wide now.
Well it is not that wide because I've just finished my final sem 1 examination and it turned out to be a complete disaster for me. I like the ambience here, the friends, the roommates and more. But I despise the way people learn nowadays. As much as i love learning, I find myself hating it. Why? I feel like students nowadays learn in university/schools just to attain all A's, that they end up memorizing things rather than to find out the real knowledge in it. And maybe I am included in this group without me realising it. u_u
Stop bluffing now.
In simple words, my sem 1 was one of the regretful things in my life. I took my sem 1 for granted which explain why I couldnt catch up the syllabus here. I totally regret it. Umm, it is no use to cry over spilt milk ay? I am going to keep my head up and improve myself for better. Worrying will not make things the way before. Allah, keep me steadfast and istiqamah for upcoming semesters. I want to study for the sake of You, for the sake of ummah and for the sake of my parents. Keep the ilm I gain in my chest so that I can make use of it insyaAllah.
For this 3 weeks of holiday, my plans are :
1) Cook!
hahaha let me laugh for awhile XD Ok, Im serious. Having a book filled with recipes sounds good for me. Waaa x sabar nak ada buku resepi sendiri >.< I want to bake cupcakes please!
2) Read English novels
English is requisite for us. So to adik2 who are still in schools, start reading English books and lessen the Malay novels especially cintan cintun tu. Ughh, reading Malay love novels really trigger your curiosity somehow. From what I've observed from my friends who read Malay novel, they ought to be on cloud nine and it could lead to daydreaming about marriage, boyfriends and much more. You are much better to study than to think about future spouses. Well, it's not wrong to read Malay novels, but put the limit on it. Trust me, proficiency in English really affects your university life. It's much easier for your MUET too.
3) Diet!
hahaha no.
4) Manga, anime and JK dramas
This is important, at least for me ahaks!
5) Doing chores
One step towards being a good wife for future plan lewls. No. For the sake of my mom, I should help her. I want her to feel relaxed after working, after all a clean house represents the people in it right? Cleanliness is next to godliness anyway.
6) Shopping
NO MONEY NO SHOPPING, unless your mom is there, so kaching kaching $$ *smirk
Bye!
